The Littlest Things.

Paradiseee

2011-10-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

Listening to this song... is blissful. Buat aku terbayangkan tempat2 indah. Feels like escaping to beautiful places, be it w family, friends or even alone, i don't mind. Kalau pergi sorang pun macam best je. Boleh buat soul searching. Hihi. Banyak la kau punya soul searching Win. -_-"

If and only if I could go for a vacation right about now...

P/s : Chris Martin ni jangan comel sangat boleh tak? Pakai suit gajah pun macam anyonyonyonyonyo nyomelll. Kalau tak pakai apapa lagi comel. Ehhh. K bye

tora datang lagi

2011-10-14T19:24:00.004+08:00

Hi :)

Been hibernating myself from this blogworld for quite a while, and now i'm back to conquer the world. ceh takde la. berangan lebih.

so...

miss me? hihi

p/s: will update soon! in the mean time, terjah la sini kalau rindu nak dengar i bebel hihi.

*

2011-08-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

It's funny to see how ignorant can someone be.

1251

2011-07-30T22:57:00.005+08:00

Note to self : I should believe my instinct when it involves N.

Sebab lately ni macam gerak hati aku betul je.

p/s : Salam ramadhan al-mubarak to all muslims. Jangan ponteng puasa ok rakan2!

YNWA part II

2011-07-18T14:46:00.004+08:00

This is a post regarding the Malaysia XI vs Liverpool FC match which took place last saturday at Bukit Jalil National Stadium. Dear Liverpool haters, if you don't feel like you can handle anything that I'm about to say, please discontinue reading this. Or else, you may remain silent.

Jangan nak butthurt tak tentu pasal.

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16th of July 2011 - The date that I will always remember. It was the day Bukit Jalil became Anfield.

I arrived at the stadium a bit late, due to massive traffic jam caused by other liverpool fans (hehe) who were also as eager as I was to watch our favourite club play against our beloved Harimau Malaya. Padan muka diri sendiri siapa suruh datang lambat hehehehe.

I was amazed with the amount of people who showed up during the match. Ramai gila! Kalau waktu training session, I heard around 30k people came, but then during the match more than 80 000 people turned up! And most of them (including yours truly) wore the reds' jersey so basically we painted the stadium red hehehehe.

The atmosphere was beyond awesome. The feeling to be there with the rest of the kopites and watch the match was priceless. And I was proud to be there to witness the historic moment.

However, I am disappointed with K.Rajagopal and Safee Sali's statement of us - the reds fans for not being patriotic. I have high respect towards both of them, but their statements were really heartbreaking.

Apa pantat sangat statement?

Just because we didn't wear Harimau Malaya's jersey, we weren't patriotic enough?

That's bullshit man.

We LFC fans never divided our supports. Though we were wearing reds, we still support Harimau Malaya!

I cheered and applauded for ALL 9 GOALS. So did the rest who attended the match. It's true that we were electrified when LFC scored but we went 935885th time PSYCHED when Harimau Malaya scored! And if any of you was there you could see and hear people cheered "Malaysia" setiap kali gendang dipukul dan setiap kali Harimau Malaya jaringkan gol. Kalau tak dengar atau nampak maknanya korang memang pekak tuli. -__-" Pergi tengok balik siaran ulangan tak pun check kat youtube kau boleh lihat dan dengar sendiri. Malas? Nah aku dah siap carikan.

Siapa yang terkinja2 kat belakang tu?

Not patriotic enough, ehh?

Hmmm. Lets refresh what happened at the stadium on that day.

source : Liverpool FC Malaysia FB

Our National Anthem langsung tak dimainkan ok sebelum dan selepas match. Crowds yang nyanyi sendiri adalah.

Siapa tak patriotik sekarang?

Only those who were there on that historical date knew what really happened. We came, we conquered, we cheered, we applauded for both Harimau Malaya and Liverpool FC and yet we were claimed as not patriotic...sebab tak pakai baju biru/hitam kuning.

Sedihnya dengan tahap pemikiran macam ni.

And please, your biased statement yang kaitkan LFC fans with our rival (u know which club it is), that is so not cool. Neh. Not cool at all.

Whatever it is, I am still proud of our Harimau Malaya and I really hope that they will win against Singapore in the upcoming match.

I have nothing against Harimau Malaya, as Malaysia adalah tanah tumpah darahku!

And as quoted by most Malaysian Reds fans, we are all Malaysian by birth and Liverpool FC by choice. YNWA!

ynwa

2011-07-14T07:53:00.002+08:00

Things that I really want right at this moment, is a ticket to watch liverpool vs malaysia match this saturday.

please. pretty please.

hopefully dad will manage to get the ticket for me. Kalau tak dapat, aku pasrah sepasrah pasrahnya. Tengok dekat tv je laaaaah jawabnya.

so fragile

2011-07-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

0729

2011-07-05T02:24:00.005+08:00

Aku rasa depresi ni ada kebaikannya jugak kot? Sebagai contoh, aku rasa aku dapat turunkan berat badan di luar sedar. Hihihi. Cuba tengok sikit.

Sebelum depressed

Tengah depressed

Eh ke sama je sebenarnya? Haha tak kisah la. Aku rasa kurus~ Ok suka perasan lebih. Maaflah gambar vain. Nyenyenye.

Tapi kalau tengok aku makan sekarang.... Nauzubillah. Ada potensi jadi dua kali ganda dari dalam gambar ni. Aku memang tak ambil nasi sangat dah sekarang, tapi aku asyik craving for desserts. Nak kek nak roti nak pastri nak cookies. Mengada betul tekak ni. -__-"

Macam mana entah nak stop kan craving benda2 manis ni? Tak pasal je kena kencing manis nanti T___T Ya Allah minta simpang lah.

Maybe I should start hitting the gym soon? Yay? Nay?

fresh start

2011-07-03T07:28:00.003+08:00

Things didn't go as I planned, but then, I'm trying really hard to look at it from the positive side just so I wouldn't be so depressed anymore.

Susah nak mampus nak telan semua ni.

Aku penat jadi orang yang asyik gloomy. Depressed memanjang. And I hate myself for being so weak, so fragile. Terasa macam aku ni seketul telur yang bila2 masa boleh pecah.

-__-"

Oh by the way, hello, July. I hope you wouldn't treat me so mean like June did.

It's time untuk bangun dan terus berjalan dan tak toleh belakang lagi.

Cold

2011-06-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

I don't understand this game that you are playing. For one moment, I feel like I have you but then the next moment.....you're gone.

this feeling sucks.

this uncomfortable feeling

2011-06-14T12:21:00.003+08:00

I hated it when I am stuck in a situation where I have to choose between family and close friends. As much as i wanted to be fair to everyone, I just can't. My family is my priority and I'd always go for them first above everything.

Truthfully, I find it difficult to deal with the other party without making them feeling frustrated or mad at me for not being able to choose them over my family. I know they understand my situation, but can't help from being disappointed. I feel the same way too if I were at their place.

I am sorry.

This doesn't make sense but IF my freaking body can be divided into two or more, I'm more than happy to do that so I can be fair to everyone. Seriously.

Disappointing someone close to me is the last thing I ever want to do.

I want to be fair to everyone, but I just can't.

And when it comes to pujuk orang, I have to raise the white flag as high as I can because I suck at this.

My words won't do the justice instead hurting them people more.

I suck at everything I guess.

definitely, maybe.

2011-06-08T11:49:00.002+08:00

I'd like to announce that

I am still jobless.

Hahaha. And will remain jobless until....I don't know when. -__-"
Cubaan mencari kerja kena tangguh dulu as Mammamia ajak pergi holiday lah pulak. Free of charge, siapa tak nak kan? Hihi. So yeah, going to Peneng tomorrow! Nasi kandar nasi kandar nomnomnom

A has been away for almost a week now. Missing her a lot, sebab nak update hidup pun macam tak ada orang nak dengar. No offense S! Kau busy kerja, aku tak nak merengek benda2 leceh kat kau nanti kau pun bosan.

And I miss N. a lot.

Last night N told me that he's coming back this weekend! Aku dah senyum2 acah dia nak ajak jumpa lepak ke...

Sekali rupanya dia nak cakap dia nak pergi terengganu dengan family. -__-"

Celaka. Hahahaha.

Tengah pasrah sekarang ni. Tapi tak menonggeng sangat lah sebab aku pun nak pergi Peneng esok. Hihihi ok bye have a good weekend everyone!

One last shot

2011-06-02T19:27:00.006+08:00

Ze bestie, A dah berangkat untuk menjalankan ibadah umrah this morning, and I am disappointed with myself for not being able to send her off. It's been a week or so since I last met her. Only God knows how much I miss spending time with her. And I haven't heard a single news from her since she departed, I just hope everything goes well, InsyaAllah.

Can't wait for her to come back.

Things weren't all that good lately. Results was out last week, and as expected, I failed a subject. But shockingly, I never thought that I'd failed TAX370, because I've always thought I couldn't go through MAF330.

And just recently, I had to go back to Segamat to take the sub paper. Kinda short notice, HEA called me on Sunday at 1300hrs and told me my exam will be on Tues, at 0900hrs. So jyeah. Rushed back to Segamat and I had only one freaking day to study.

I can only pray and hope that this time, i'll pass and graduate my diploma on time. Ok sebenarnya tak on time sangat lah kan. But. Hmmm tak apalah enough on result.

Now ni, nak cari kerja! Tak larat dah nak melepet kat rumah hari2. Duit pun asyik keluar je takda nak masuk. Pasrah.

Dah cukup lah kot update k bye

2011-05-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

hey boy,

bila aku cakap aku risau tadi, i really meant it.

so please please please get well soon. :(

30DC - Day 2

2011-05-23T20:25:00.005+08:00

Day 2 — Your favorite movie

Kebanyakan movie yang aku tengok, dari awal cerita sampai pertengahan, macam seronok but towards the climax and ending, blerghhh thumbs down. -___-" Aku selalu rasa disappointed di hujung2 cerita. Sebab selalunya starting climax pengarah dah macam kelam kabut nak compile the story so end up ending jadi busuk. Contohnya cerita yang baru2 ni aku tengok, Nur Kasih The Movie. Disappointed sial. Membazir RM14 aku. Hewhewhew.

However, ada beberapa movie yang aku puas hati dari awal sampai lah dondang ok tak, sampai akhir yang aku puas hati tengok.

Contohnya :

Great story. Starting cerita dah berkumandang lagu MGMT - Time to Pretend hehehe teruja sekejap aku. In my opinion, aku rasa cerita ni worth watching. Kalau dah tengok korang tak suka aku tak bersalah. Cita rasa semua orang berbeza kan. And in this movie Jim Sturgess macam anyonyonyonyo omeyyyyynyewwww ssumilll angat nubit nubit tikit baiklah sila lempang aku sekarang.

Andddddddddd. Aku rasa aku berjiwa kelajuan. Sebab aku suka ini :

Dari yang first sampai yang terbaru. Belum pernah lagi kecewakan aku. Hihi. Ada at one point dulu aku taksub dengan Dominic Toretto sampai aku tukar nama aku dekat myspace as Win Toretto hahaahahhaha yes I was that lame sila gelakkan aku sekarang. Ada 2 orang kawan aku yang kadang2 still menganjing aku dengan nama ni sampai sekarang =_=

Cerita bergenre seram, I'd go for Nang Nak. Sorry no poster aku sendiri cuak nak google. Cerita ni paling keji sebab aku tengok sekali je dulu, time tu umur aku 8 tahun kot sampai sekarang aku tak berani nak tengok balik. Babi seram gila sekarang pun aku rasa macam sesuatu ok taknak ulas panjang dah bye

Last but not least, kalau nak cerita geli geli (love story hihi) favourite adalah,

Okay sekian terima kasih kita berjumpa di lain hari

p/s : Suka list lebih2. Padahal nak favourite MOVIE je. kena masuk belajar english balik ni

30DC - Day 1

2011-05-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

Day 1- Your favourite song.

Kalau nak ikutkan, terlalu banyak dalam list. Kalau nak pilih satu je, aaa sampai krismas tahun depan pun tak pilih lagi. Sebenarnya favourite song aku ni ikut mood aku at the moment juga lah.

Contohnya, kalau aku rasa gloomy berkaitan dengan love life aku, lagu2 by The XX memang jadi pilihan aku. Sebab most of their song, lirik dia kena dengan situasi aku. Yang aku boleh ulang2 dalam playlist tanpa rasa bosan adalah lagu ini :

Tak tahu nak cakap macam mana, tapi suara Oliver Sim memang "sesuatu".

Dan bila mana aku rasa morale down pasal problem yang aku hadap, be it yang berkaitan study, family dan macam2 lagi, I listen to this,

Sebab bila aku baca lirik lagu ni, it kinda help to lift me up whenever aku rasa down. Selain daripada tu, lagu Coldplay semua epic, so tak perlu nak ulas panjang aku rasa pasal lagu ni. Ok yang sebenarnya aku malas. haha.

Favourite song untuk roadtrip adalah lagu ini

Video clip merepek, orang yang nyanyi pun macam merepek, tapi lagu dia catchy so I don't give a damn pasal hal lain. Dulu WFH pernah cakap lagu ni illuminati freemason bagai. Tapi mampus lah. Aku baca lirik dia ikut pandangan aku sendiri. Tak nampak pun illuminati hewhewhew

Cukup lah tiga heheh aku dah malas baru day 1 dah malas. Buruk perangai

tiga puluh hari mencari cinta. ok tak langsung -_-

2011-05-22T16:53:00.004+08:00

30 Things in 30 Days Challenge

Day 1 — Your favorite song
Day 2 — Your favorite movie
Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.
Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.
Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 6 – A song to match your mood.
Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.
Day 8 – A picture of your favourite memory
Day 9 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 10 – A photo of the item you last purchased.
Day 11 – 5 facts about you.
Day 12 – A photo of something that makes you happy.
Day 13 – What kind of person attracts you?
Day 14 – Who are you?
Day 15 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.
Day 16 – Something you don’t leave the house without.
Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.
Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex
Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.
Day 21 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.
Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.
Day 23 – Your dream wedding.
Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.
Day 25 – Short term goals for this month and why
Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.
Day 27 – A picture of your favourite band or artist
Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.
Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

Okay ini semua sebab kebosanan yang tak dapat nak dibendung lagi. mihihihi. mari kita lihat berjaya ke tak aku setelkan semua ni.

Koyak

2011-05-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

Sedikit terasa hati. Tapi, orang tak faham. Tak akan pernah faham. Berapa kali nak kena bilang, aku nampak je macam tak ambil kisah, tapi kadang2 hati aku fragile juga. Tercalar juga sesekali. Aku pun tahu terasa.

2011-05-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

There's so many things that I'd like to let out here but every single time i'm about to write (type actually) i can't seem to put those words in place. and I sort of lost my modjo to write nowadays.

Anyway, tomorrow will mark week 3 of holiday (I'm on 4 months semester break) and truthfully, I am bored already.

My daily routine consists of :- sleep around 3/4am, woke up at 10am, do a lil bit exercise, have brunch while watching telly, cook lunch for lil brother, online, watch movies, send/fetch lil bro to/from tuitions, online summore till late then watch movie then sleep and the same cycle goes on everyday.

I need an activity. Well I have a lot in my head actually. It's just that, I don't have anyone to accompany me. Boo kat aku sekarang, terasa macam loser gila.

It's pretty sad, because I've been waiting to spend time with my high school friends (since i rarely get to meet them) but well, lets just say most of them have their own plans and won't be able to entertain me. Hmmmm.

And I haven't seen A and S for almost three weeks already. Missing you both a lot.

How I wish aku kat Jementah sekarang ni... Busuk2 pun at least ada jugak aktiviti nak buat, main kad, pillowtalk tak pun lepak bukit tengok bintang ke haihhh rinduuuuu.

Okay I have to admit I have successfully become a boring person from day to day ok bye

when i surrendered my ego, you fed yours.

2011-05-06T18:06:00.005+08:00

Dalam kehidupan, kita sentiasa mengejar dan dikejar. Mengejar deadline, impian. Dikejar along pasal tak bayar hutang. Macam2 lah.

Even dalam sesebuah perhubungan pun, kita mengejar dan dikejar.

Pada pandangan aku, in starting a relationship, selain fasa berkenalan, fasa kejar-mengejar juga adalah fasa yang menyeronokkan. Makin jauh orang yang dikejar, makin gigih aku mengejar, sebab aku anggap itu sebagai satu cabaran. Tapi sampai satu point, jadi bosan. Asyik terkejar-kejar sesuatu yang tak pasti. Faham tak?

In my past relationship, I have always been the chaser. Orang yang mengejar. Perempuan yang kejar lelaki. Perigi yang tak segan silu mencari timba. Lebih banyak mengejar daripada dikejar.

Pathetic I know.

But then, what to do. Aku tak se-lucky perempuan2 lain yang ada kat luar sana. Ataupun, bak kata kawan2 aku, maybe it’s not the time, yet, untuk orang kejar aku. Maka it’s the other way around at the moment.

Truthfully, aku dah penat mengejar N. I suck at this. Awal2 dulu when he seems interested, aku screwed up dengan buat benda bodoh yang aku sendiri regret sampai sekarang. I wonder why, on earth would I do such stupid thing. Dan, sendiri yang rugi.

Padan muka kau, Win. Serves you well.

Fikir punya fikir, I think maybe I should stop chasing him. But S, on the other hand still thinks that I might have a shot, if I work hard for it according to his methodology.

S claimed himself as a Casanova. Hahaha. Joke of the day. Well, a retiring one since he’s with A now. And he feels like he’s responsible untuk turunkan petua mengorat dia kat aku. Bodoh sial. Gigih nak suruh aku spread out his legacy.

Now I look/sound so desperate. When the truth is, I don’t.

I’m not looking for a commitment right now, but, you know, it will always feel good to have someone around to talk/argue/cry on. That’s exactly what I’m looking for. Everything’s casual and nothing serious. But… if commitment came along the way… well we’ll see, who knows it might worth it, kan? Hahahahaha ok bye.

Nak sambung main kejar-kejar.

white flag

2011-05-05T18:25:00.004+08:00

" Sometimes you just have to give up on people. Chasing after them is a heartache, especially when they don't try to meet you half way."

4.21am

2011-05-04T04:10:00.002+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulillah, finals are over. Though I don't think I performed well, still it is such a relief that it's over. And all that I could hope for now is to pass all the papers. Lulus. Tu je target aku sekarang ni.

Because I couldn't bear another semester of diploma in Segamat.

Cukuplah 6 semester yang menyeksakan.

So jyeah, I am unofficially a graduate.

Dan seorang penganggur. Haha. Till then, goodbye. Aku nak qadak tidur. Hewhewhew

2011-04-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

You have only been gone 10 days, but already i'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again, whether far or soon,
But I need you to know that I care

And I miss you.

floating over flames

2011-04-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

True story.

Maaf.

2011-04-22T13:51:00.004+08:00

Mulut aku agak lancang bersuara. Dan aku tahu, tak semua orang boleh terima kelancangan aku ini. Yang boleh terima pun, kadang kala akan terasa.

Aku bodoh.

Aku selalu terlupa, bahawa apabila dengan kau, aku harus kawal bicara. Sebab hati kita tak sama.

Aku, kental sedikit, dan kau, sedikit fragile.

Kadang kala disebabkan perasaan terlalu selesa dengan kau, teman baik sendiri, buat aku terlupa, bahawa perlu juga aku kawal segala tutur bahasa aku tak kiralah betapa rapatnya kita.

Sebab cara penerimaan semua tak sama.

Maaf.

I didn't meant to hurt you with my words, with my behavior, or anything.

Maaf.

Aku terlupa untuk jaga hati kau.

I should have faith in you, no matter what.

Just like how you have faith in me bila mana aku menghadapi emotional breakdown beberapa minggu yang lalu.

Just like how you believe in me dalam segala hal yang aku sendiri tak punya rasa percaya dalam diri.

I am truly sorry, dearest bestie.

I love you. and I have faith in you. I really do.

I am sorry.

gila.

2011-04-22T03:13:00.002+08:00

1 paper down, 6 more to go.
Financial Mgmt and Corporate Taxation upcoming on Saturday. 2 papers in one day, UiTM tak boleh kejam lagi ke?

Sigh.

tat.

2011-04-20T12:36:00.003+08:00

Jangan marah bila aku cakap kau berperangai macam celaka. Sebab sejujurnya, kau memang celaka.

Kau nak butthurt? Kenapa? Kalau kau tak macam celaka, buat apa nak terasa. Betul tak? Aku cakap benda yang betul. Takde maknanya nak tambah2 garam gula ajinamoto bagai sebab memang dah cukup rasa.

Kawan konon. Tahi kau lah. Datang mencari bila susah je. Bila sang kawan susah, ada kau peduli? Tak langsung. Kami je yang kena bertanya khabar kau. Sihat? Dah makan? Ada kenderaan untuk pulang?

Kau langsung tak peduli.

Aku dah lama tak ambil port. Dan aku yakin kau pun perasan semua tu. Tapi aku kesian kan 2 orang lagi sang kawan yang masih concern perihal kau. Sungguh, aku kesian. Sebab aku tahu, sia-sia je ke-concern-an diorang tu.

Sia-sia.

Untunglah sekarang kau dah ada kawan baru yang mampu nak backup kau. Dan kami ini kau ludahkan saja.

Terhina. Itu yang aku rasa.

Tak apa.

Kami dekat sini hanya akan duduk tunggu dan lihat sahaja kau dari jauh.

Kita tengok jauh mana orang egois macam kau akan pergi.

Karma will knock on your fucking door someday, "brother".

gasping for air.

2011-04-20T03:01:00.002+08:00

1 hari lagi.

Tenang semua.

Lets have a cup of tea.

Good luck everyone!

monday blues

2011-04-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

finals starting in 2 days. and i still wonder if i have enough time to cover everything (despite that i still have time to do this heheh :p).

in less than 2 weeks, i'll finish my diploma insyaAllah.

dan aku akan tinggalkan jementah / segamat dan segala isi-isinya.

i'm gonna miss my friends here, the places that we've been, and every single activities that we did.

truthfully I am scared.

I am scared of when the day will come. Because :

I hate goodbyes.
I hate changes.

and the most important thing is i hate packing.

ye aku dasar gemuk pemalas. shadap. siapa baik hati nak tolong aku packing? aku belanja abc terpaling sedap dekat jementah ni! hihi. :)

oh dan aku tinggalkan secebis hati aku kat jementah jugak. haha. ok tak jadi. tak nak ah. nanti tak ada siapa nak kutip pun. kena pijak kena gilis ada lah

ok aku patut stop membebel kat sini and pergi sambung belajar. okbye

btw N sumil gila main futsal haritu hihihihi dah lah loser main kad ok takde kaitan langsung okbye for real

terfaktab mungkin?

2011-04-13T11:02:00.003+08:00

Business Plan ETR selesai jugak akhirnya. Such a relief.

Sekarang, masa untuk tumpukan dekat test 2 Taxation, quiz Maf330, final report FAR360, dan presentation untuk business plan.

Only after all these are settled, baru lah aku boleh mula untuk fokus terhadap peperiksaan final.

Hari ni 13 April.

Bermakna, tinggal KURANG daripada 8 hari sebelum paper pertama bermula.

8 FREAKING DAYS.

This is disaster. I think that my Uni is trying to kill us students with their new system. Madafaka.

Aku bukan pelajar yang brilliant. Yang mampu nak dapat dekan setiap semester. Tapi aku cuba, walaupun akhirnya aku tetap tak berjaya dapat dekan.

Tak dapat dekan pun, tapi aku masih bertahan di sini walaupun dengan pointer yang tak seberapa.

Dan setakat ini, decision paling kamikaze aku buat ialah ambil kesemua 5 subjek ditambah dengan 2 carry paper untuk semester akhir ni.

Total up? 7 paper yang akan aku bawak ke final ni.

Dan durasi masa untuk peperiksaan akhir semester ini adalah 10 hari.

7 paper dalam 10 hari. Seronok betul.

Aku tak kuat.

just because it is ironic

2011-04-11T23:26:00.007+08:00

ASK by The Smiths.

Shyness is nice and
Shyness can stop you
From doing all the things in life
You'd like to

Shyness is nice and
Shyness can stop you
From doing all the things in life
You'd like to

So, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me I wont say no, how could I?

Coyness is nice, and
Coyness can stop you
From saying all the things in
Life you'd like to

So, if there's something you'd like to try
If there's something you'd like to try
Ask me I wont say no, how could I?

Spending warm Summer days indoors
Writing frightening verse
To a buxom girl in Luxembourg

Ask me, ask me, ask me
Ask me, ask me, ask me

Because if it's not Love
Then it's the bomb, the bomb, the bomb,
the bomb, the bomb, the bomb, the bomb
That will bring us together

Nature is a language - can't you read ?
Nature is a language - can't you read ?

So, ask me, ask me, ask me,
Ask me, ask me, ask me

Because if it's not Love
Then it's the bomb, the bomb, the bomb,
the bomb, the bomb, the bomb, the bomb
That will bring us together

If it's not Love
Then it's the bomb
Then it's the bomb
That will bring us together

So, ask me, ask me, ask me,
Ask me, ask me, ask me
Oh, la...

Ini untuk kau, wahai N. (paling kau baca blog aku sebenarnya kan -__-)

Last night,

2011-04-08T16:58:00.003+08:00

I wish I could put last night on repeat.

The journey from Segamat to Subang with N was............ hmm I couldn't find a proper word for it. Lets just say, it kinda put a smile on my face. And lighten me up after the hectic weeks I have gone through.

I was tired and feels like sleeping. But I couldn't resist myself from talking to you. Because I knew this opportunity won't come always.

Though your friends are around, it feels like it's just the two of us in the car.

I wish last night could last longer. The 3 hours journey rasa macam setengah jam je.

I want another day with you.

And I think I like you. A lot more than before.

hey April, I ain't a fool.

2011-04-04T03:52:00.002+08:00

It's April already. In less than one month, I'll finish my diploma. InsyaAllah. Seriously, I can't wait to get over with this. It's tiring. I don't care if I didn't get enough sleep, but the work pressure is beyond what I had imagine it to be. I know I know, I shouldn't be complaining since everyone else is also facing the same situation.

It is not even over yet, but I have already planned a few things that I want or need to do for the long holiday. We are talking about the 4 freaking months of holiday here people!

I miss baking. So I guess that would be the first thing that I'd do when I get back. And yeah, I need a vacation so badly. Somewhere with sun, sand and beaches. I miss Penang. I might go for an internship. Or just go working at some place related to my course. I want to spend time with my family. Hang out with old and new friends. I want to play softball again. I want to jog at MPSJ. I want to watch a marathon of HIMYM, Gossip Girl & Skins. Oh and Prison Break too. I want to have a fancy dinner with my girl friends. I've been thinking of mendaki the Broga Hill.

However,
holiday isn't here yet.

As for now, I really need to start focusing on my study. I've screwed the last five semesters and I don't want that to happen again in my last semester. April will be the month of torture. Call me a drama queen but it's the truth. All assignments are to be submitted by this month, and tests waiting to be seated.

Ya Allah, I really need Your guidance to get back on track since I've been wayyyy out of track and lack of focus for the past 3 months. Help me Ya Allah..

Amin ya rabbal alamin.

p/s : Good luck to all final semester students! We might lose the battle, but we will win the war! All the best!

I got a soul but i'm not a soldier.

2011-04-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

Bummer. Ada audit talk esok. kjsfhsdfkkgflglgldfh (Aku malas nak mencarut).

Nasib baik ah aku gigih balik hari ke Subang hari rabu haritu. Terima kasih kawan baik sebab sudi hantar aku pulang ke rumah. Acah2 Segamat ke Subang macam Shah Alam ke Subang. Yes, they send me home all the way from Segamat. Kau ada best friend macam tu?Tak ada kan! Booooooo! Haha. Sila lempang aku sekarang.

Terima kasih A & S.

Anyways,

Aku tahu aku dah berjanji dengan diri sendiri yang aku takkan contact N sampai lah dia yang contact aku. But, last night was an exception. Aku kusut tahap dewa 19 yang buat aku rasa nak buat vandalism. And I was desperately in need to talk to someone sebelum aku pecahkan cermin kereta sesiapa. So I contacted him. Boo dekat aku sekarang. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa dalam banyak2 orang aku pilih dia. Zzzz.

Aku benci situasi aku sekarang.

Aku benci jadi lemah. Selama ni aku rasa aku kuat. Aku rasa aku boleh hadap segala benda. Tapi ternyata tak. I am currently at my lowest point.

Luaran aku mungkin tunjuk yang sebaliknya. Tapi dalaman, you'll never know man. You'll never know.

Aku penat. Penat berpura-pura. Penat nak berselindung. Aku rasa nak maki orang. Aku rasa nak lepaskan semuanya. Tapi siapa je yang sanggup dengar? No one. End up aku berkomunikasi dengan dinding.

How nais.

Even Mcd's Happy Meal can't put a smile on my face nowadays.

I could really use a wish right now.

2011-03-28T21:50:00.003+08:00

Abang will be transferred to Saudi anytime soon, and he might have to stay there for a year. Which means... if I didn't get to see him before he goes, then I will only get to see him next year? Arghhhhhh. I hate this. I feel like going home right at this moment, just so I can gather with my family. It's been 4 weeks already. Aku rindu rumah dan segala isi-isinya.

Tolong lah tak ada apa-apa aktiviti hujung minggu ni.

N.

2011-03-25T14:18:00.003+08:00

This time, I'm gonna stop chasing you, for real. I'm not gonna call, not gonna text, not gonna invite you out. Not anymore.

This time, I'll remain silent, and just wait.

I'm tired of this game we are playing. Nak, cakap nak. Tak nak, cakap tak nak. As simple as that.

So jyeah. If you still.....hmm "want" me, you know where to find me.

ciao.

Lelaki Idaman

2011-03-22T14:37:00.002+08:00

I find it cute when guys

1) Wear baju melayu.

Bukan racist ye. Tapi aku rasa kalau muka kau pecah pun pakai baju melayu tetap nampak handsome. Lagi2 kalau siap bersamping ewahh.Tergoda kitew. Seriously. Hari raya adalah hari yang aku paling suka sebab banyak lelaki berbaju melayu berkeliaran. aaaaaaaa panic attack!!! Ok suka dramatik lebih. Tapi time ni lah mood gatal tu lebih sikit hahahaha

2) Smell nice.

Tak perlu lah kau nak beli perfume mahal2 ke apa janji sekurang2nya kau pakai deodorant pun dah cukup memadai. Tak payah ah beli perfume spray macam siram air kat pokok tapi angkat tangan ketiak kau bau busuk pun takde guna jugak.

3) Dress up for formal event

Most guys yang aku kenal, jarang lah buat benda ni. Jarang sangat. Kadang2 dah smart dah pakai kemeja, tapi bila tengok seluar, pakai jeans. Potong sial. Tak pun baju seluar dah okay, sekali pakai sport shoes T___T Why oh whyyyyyyyy. Tak perlu pakai barang branded pun, yang penting kena dengan tema majlis. Give some effort lah.

4) Look me in the eyes when we talk

Aku tengok tahap konfiden seseorang dari situ. Tak tahu lah macam mana pandangan orang lain. Tapi, pada aku, kalau kau tengok mata orang waktu kau tengah bercakap dengan orang tu, kau seorang yang konfiden. Kalau tak tengok aku rasa kau ni ayam. (chickened out, geddit?)

5)speak fluent sarcasm

Haha. Pelik tak? Most girls tak suka kot lelaki jenis ini? Sarkastik je memanjang. Cakap pun nak perli2 je. Tapi aku suka. Sebab that way aku boleh nilai berapa kental hati aku, and cukup pandai tak aku nak sarkastik balik dengan dia? Hihi.

6) Play with kids

Arghhhhhhh ini terpaling sumil. Kalau tengok lelaki macam ni aku dah terbayang dah dia orang dengan anak diaorang nanti macam mana aaaa geraammmm. Haha over

7) Have a good taste in music

Maksud aku, yang dengar lagu2 selain yang termain kat radio je. And yang boleh terima lagu-lagu dalam playlist aku. :B

8) are curious about something

.........and do something to overcome the curiosity. Lepas tu nampak muka kepuasan dia. Faham tak? Kalau tak faham tolong lah buat2 faham je sebab aku malas nak explain

Cukup lah sampai sini je dulu. Kalau nak listkan semua memang tak pergi kelas lah aku.

Ok bye.

High on the heels and feeling rather electric

2011-03-21T23:22:00.004+08:00

Lagu untuk sepanjang minggu ni. Since they will be performing in KL this week and I won't be able to catch them live due to....hmm packed schedule and the fact that i am deadly broke.

Rugi.

But haih. Hidup mesti diteruskan. Duniawi semua ni, ye dak? Hehe. Padahal jealous dengan semua orang yang dapat pergi. :p

Anyways this week ada fac dinner. and I got nothing to wear. Heard from some friends that the theme would be......celebrity red carpet?

Paling aku celebrity weh -__-

Nak pakai apa entah? Ke tak payah pergi? Mihihihihiihih.

The clock is ticking.

2011-03-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

Tambah tolak tinggal kurang daripada 11 jam- masa yang tinggal untuk aku berperang dengan mata ( elak mengantuk ) dan minda ( elak dari jadi tepu ) dan terus belajar untuk test esok.

Entrepreneurship.

Kelas yang aku jarang pergi sebab.........

1) Mass lecture tak pernah buat aku fokus. Tak kisah lah subjek apa pun, sebab aku memang takkan dapat fokus. End up aku kacau orang, melukis benda merapu, buat conversation dengan diri sendiri tak pun aku tidur. Haha. Tak senonoh betul perangai. Satu je aku suka pasal mass lecture ni - boleh skip kelas. HAHA.

2) Time tutorial pulak, lecturer aku lebih suka bercerita benda yang tak berkaitan dengan topik pembelajaran. Mula2 cerita pasal marketing plan. 3 minit lepas tu dia cerita pasal anak dia lepas tu tetibe sibuk nak kenenkan beberapa orang klasmet aku untuk jadi jodoh anak dia. Ehh? Kalau lecturer aku sendiri tak boleh nak fokus, apatah lagi aku kan?

So jyeah. Suffer sial nak habiskan membaca subjek ni. First test baru tapi dah sapu sampai 8 chapter apa kejadahnya?

1 chapter pun aku terkial-kial nak baca.

Sejujurnya aku memang lembab subjek yang nak kena baca2 ni. Kalau calculations, laju sikit lah kalau tahu formula hahaha.

So yeah, now i wonder.

Apa kejadahnya aku dok tulis blog ni?

BELAJAR LAH SYAITONNNNNN!!!!!

Ok bye.

My name is Alice and I live in wonderland.

2011-03-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

NOT.

Oleh itu, sila lah kembali menghadap dunia realiti, Win.

Hocus Pocus

2011-03-13T16:25:00.002+08:00

Last week was pretty hectic as usual. Been busy with school and everything in between. Macam2 benda jadi. Benda best ada benda tak best pun ada. Biasa lah, hidup memang macam ni kan. Takkan selamanya kau duduk megah kat atas. Kadang kala harus lah jatuh sesekali baru kau belajar untuk kenal dunia.

Highlight of the week was when Alan and his two sidekicks Zul & Ammar came to Segamat.

Yes kau tak silap baca.

They came to Segamat!!!

I was extremely happy. For 3 fucking days. And turn back to be gloomy when they left.

But that's life. Physically they are no longer here with me. Tapi dalam hati aku, dalam kotak minda aku, sentiasa ada.

Ok geli. bye

If I'm wrong I ain't right.

2011-03-11T02:32:00.002+08:00

Setiap manusia takkan lari daripada membuat kesilapan. Ayat klise aku tahu. Semua orang pernah baca ayat ni. Kalau tak pernah buat silap, bukan manusia lah namanya tu.

Aku manusia, maka aku pun pernah terkucil.

Jujur aku katakan, kadang2, aku bercakap tentang seseorang di belakang diaorang. Tipu lah kalau korang tak pernah. Semua orang pun pernah buat benda ni. But i keep it close to the ones around me. Maksud aku, aku hanya bercakap sebegini dengan orang yang terdekat dengan aku, best friend aku misalnya. Bukan dengan niat nak burukkan individu terbabit, tapi sekadar luahan hati. Luahkan segala rasa tak puas hati. Cakap2 sesama kami. Dan habis di situ.

Mungkin kau akan cakap apa yang aku cakap ni bullshit. Alasan semata.

But I know myself better.

Aku buat salah, dan bila kantoi ataupun dah terasa nak kantoi aku akan confront dengan orang tu. To fix things. Aku bukan jenis yang suka nak gaduh, I have much better things to do thank you very much.

Apa yang aku boleh pendam, aku pendam. Tak tahan, aku luahkan dengan orang yang terdekat dengan aku. And that's the end of it.

Tak perlu jaja cerita dekat semua orang.

Masalah sesama kita, selesaikan sesama kita. Tak perlu babitkan orang luar. Betul tak?

Sebab bila dah membabitkan orang lain, sampai mati pun tak habis. Takkan selesai segala isu. Makin banyak isu lain yang keluar ada lah.

Masing2 dah besar. Dah matang. Dah boleh fikir all the consequences that may occur from your actions.

Fikir2 kan lah.

Aku tak bagus mana pun. Just like everyone else, I made mistakes. But I learn from it. So maybe you should learn from your mistakes too.

Apa yang dah lepas, sudah lah. Tak perlu nak ungkit segala benda dari zaman tok kaduk.

If you want to gain others' respect, you should learn to respect others too.

Goodnight.

Maybe i had said something that was wrong.

2011-03-09T12:12:00.003+08:00

I screwed up big time.
I went far too strong.
I was fear of rejection.
I think that you might think I'm a some kind of a freak now.

I wish I could start over.

Would you mind?

Hello you.

2011-03-01T02:13:00.005+08:00

I am truly sorry for being so insensitive.
I just want you to know that I care.
Because I really do.
Hope that everything will be alright.
InsyaAllah.
x

Nugget

2011-02-26T02:02:00.002+08:00

Here comes the weekend. A perfect weekend. I have 2 tests waiting to be done on Sunday. And I can't really focus on revising as I'm suffering major headache, sore throat & flu right now. Hidung aku dah macam paip bocor dah. Berjejer2 hingus turun. Ewww (sendiri cerita sendiri nak eww, cacat) Therefore, Financial Accounting and Auditing, please don't be mean. Kecian lah kat itewww. Ok geli.

Anyways this weekend isn't the same like any other weekend. Apart from tests, both my best friends Anis & Sam aren't around to entertain me. Untunglahhh semua balik KL minggu ni. Pasrah je aku ditinggalkan dekat Segamat ni pasal ada test. Untunglahhhhh.

and i kind of miss N.....

Hahahaha mengada betul, dah ah syok sendiri. Kalau dia baca ni mati aku. Ok bye.

February Babies.

2011-02-25T15:28:00.003+08:00

I decided to make a compilation of birthday wishes for my fellow Februari-ans. Baru sedar, ramai rakan2 yang tarikh lahir diaorang jatuh pada bulan Februari. How naiss. Baru geng kan. High five sikit! Ok syok sendiri bye.

So.. jyeah. Here it goes.

My Dad - Arshad
Syeera Fadhil
Abdullah Alhabshi
Dzafri Adzmi
Akmal Ali
Fazlan Ashraf
Fara Nabiha Ruslizan
Sara Ahmad
Rizatul Amira
Uzair Azman
Hana Mustapha
Fifi Syafika
Nick Loo
Jan Su Wei
Sofiyah Israa
Izwan Zulkarnain
Jun Yip
Jun Nam
Adib Yaacob

Ni yang termampu ingat sampai setakat ni je. Sorry if i missed out your name, do let me know i can tampal here. Hihi.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEBRUARI-ANS!

Nah cake untuk semua.

Jangan gaduh gaduh tarik rambut ye. Kek cukup untuk semua. Ada lagi kat dapur ha tambah sila sila.

I should start studying Financial Accounting and Auditing now. *pelukciumbye*

hush baby hush

2011-02-25T00:43:00.003+08:00

This week's playlists :

#1. Stars - The XX
#2. Standing on the Shore - Empire of the Sun
#3. Excuses - The Morning Benders
#4. Mirrors - Envy on the Coast
#5. Kickstarts - Example
#6. All Time Low - The Wanted
#7. Under Cover of Darkness - The Strokes
#8. Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

Eh apa ini?

2011-02-22T20:56:00.007+08:00

Yes, I admit that I can be clingy at times. Well maybe most of the time. Sorry dah ar.

Kau nak ke tak nak?

Dolly Parton once quoted,

"If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain"

So, jyeah. Since I am the rainbow (hehehe) this is sort of the "rain" you gotta handle brahh. Peace out yo.

Jangan tanya kenapa peace sign aku macam tu. Mak aku cakap benda pelik2 jangan ditegur

Kill the conversation.

2011-02-15T14:23:00.003+08:00

Apa pun yang aku buat ataupun cuba buat, tak pernah dapat puaskan hati semua orang. So i guess, maybe i should stop trying? Mungkin luaran aku nampak happy and semacam tak peduli dengan keadaan sekeliling. Tapi, dalam hati aku, apa kau tahu? Come on yo, aku tetap manusia biasa. Punya hati dan perasaan. Aku pun tahu terasa ok.

Tak nak marah2. Hari ni Maulidur Rasul. Jadi, Salam Maulidur Rasul kepada semua umat Islam. Sama2 lah kita banyakkan berselawat. Bukan hari ni je, hari2 biasa pun boleh teruskan.

Air oh air

2011-02-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hello it's been 5 days dah tak ada air kat rumah Jementah ni haa. Kata orang sekeliling sebab banjir kat Segamat kan jadi mereka tutup air. Berapa lama entah nak macam ni. Nak mandi nak basuh muka nak berak kencing semua kena catu air. Pasrah betul. Rumah bawah semua ada air elok je. Dugaan betul haih.

So I guess I should go somewhere this weekend. PD anyone? Hihi.

Barbra Streisand!

2011-02-06T10:27:00.004+08:00

CNY break has come to its end. Going back to Outerspace (Jementah) in a few hours. Malasnyaaaaaaaaaaa. But I'm eager to meet my friends hehehehe.

It's time for a fresh start, and to focus more.

It is my last semester here in Uitm Segamat... Time really flies. Pejam celik dah almost 3 tahun aku kat sini.

Can't wait to pindah balik ke Subang. But at the same time I don't really feel like furthering my studies in Uitm Shah Alam. Macam mana tu? Aku dalam persimpangan dilema ni..

Haih.

Ok kena mandi sekarang bye.

p/s : title entry tu lagu tema hari ini downloadlah seronok ok bye

Here we go again?

2011-02-05T07:39:00.002+08:00

I know i said that I'll stop eating in February. But since it was my birthday on the 1st, I couldn't say NO to anyone yang nak belanja makan hehehehehe.

Up to this date I think I've gain whole lot of Kgs but haih for you lovely people yang offer makan2 to celebrate my birthday, aku lupakan kejap pasal isu berat badan ni. Haha.

M.Najwan, Halim, Irsyad, and Fazlan, I'm still up for my birthday treat okay? Nanti bila2 i redeem haha tak tahu malu betul.

I'm still in my princess mode. February is really MY month. Ceh sukati.

But it is true. So far February has been treating me well. I feel happy most of the time, I don't even bother to think of any unsolved problems. Rasa macam nak lompat bintang setiap 5 minit. Ok tipu. But you get what i meant kan.

Yesterday I celebrated my birthday with my family and close friends. On different occasion to be exact.

For late lunch, Abang belanja Us (my family and I) arabic cuisine at Half Moon Restaurant at Sri Kembangan. It was nice but I like Tarbush more hehe sorry abang. But it was all good and berjaya buat perut aku senak sebab overate thanks~

And thank you Ma, Ayah, Abang and Adik for the birthday presents! I loveeeeeee all of them. ('them' being the family and also, the presents! (hihihi) ). Oh cerita pasal hadiah kannnn, ada funny story to be told! Next post okay? Janjiii. Hihi.

As for dinner, I went to Switchblade, at Solaris Dutamas with some close friends. My 2nd time going there and still sesat -_-" But I had a great dinner anyways and there was a live band performance ada Andy Flop Poppy wehh dia perform kat birthday party I ok kecoh padahal bukan birthday party pun bye.

To summarize (ayat karangan sikit) I had a great Friday! Ok kejap, make it Awesome Friday. Thank God it's Friday pun boleh~ Ok merepek dah Bye!

Diet should start anytime soon. Takut nak tengok diri sendiri depan cermin buat masa ni. Dah macam apa dah perut geber geber ni

+21 , Blackjack.

2011-02-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

Syukur alhamdulillah masih bernafas sehingga ke hari ini.

Jutaan terima kasih buat ahli keluarga, rakan-rakan serta strangers (haha) for your never ending wishes. Terasa sangat disayangi. Hahahaha. Tak kisah lah dengan medium apa sekali pun yang korang gunakan, be it phone calls, texts or wall post dekat FB, thank you very much. *pelukcium*. Terharu kitew.

Thank you buat aku rasa macam aku ni Winona Ryder untuk sehari. Ok perasan lebih bye.

Can you read my mind?

2011-01-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

It feels good to know that you're as eager as I am in getting to know each other. Well at least, i know that this time, aku tak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Ke aku salah tafsir lagi dan masih syok sendiri aku pun tak tahu. Tapi tak kisah lah. I'm happy with the progression. Eceh kau perasan lagi.

Ehh abaikan je lah apa yang aku tulis kat atas ni. Saja mengada aku ni.

It's been raining like it won't stop. I love the weather, but, haih tak suka sebab aku asyik rasa nak baring2 je atas katil and do nothing. Dasar pemalas betul. Mana tak gemok. Ehh?

Risau. Dengar cerita Segamat dah banjir? Maknanya UiTM extend cuti lagi seminggu ke? Ceh jangan nak berharap sangat lah.

Hopefully rumah sewa atas bukit terselamat daripada banjir. Tak sanggup rasanya nak kena buat sesi pembersihan. Kan dah cakap. Dasar si gemuk pemalas aku ni. Heh.

Oh by the way. Lagi dua hari aku dah nak legal untuk bergamble dekat Vegas. Hihi.

Maksud tersirat adalah, i'm turning 21, people. Bukan nak ajak kau pergi gamble thanks. Paling aku reti, main kad biasa2 pun nak tercirit ok bye.

Moga masih bernafas pada hari tersebut. Amin.

Of rainy days

2011-01-29T17:23:00.003+08:00

Been listening to this track over and over again.

random

2011-01-26T13:51:00.002+08:00

I think i should stop eating now. And start my old routine to lose weight again. Ah yes, the unhealthy routine. Because i'm gaining more fats from day to day. And i think that is the only way to lose weight easily.

yes, aku obsessed nak kurus sekarang.

this feeling sucks. I feel ugly most of the time.

So jyeah, something need to be done. I shall walk the talk.

Good bye comfort food. See you again in.....March? Haha i don't know. We'll see how it goes, shall we?

:)

1100 KM.

2011-01-25T14:03:00.003+08:00

Segamat - KL - Penang - KL - Segamat
Selatan - Utara - Selatan
1100 Km.

Mission accomplished!

Finally. Dah jejak kaki ke Penang. Dah tak jakun dah. Hihi.

By far it was the best and the longest road trip i ever had. The one that i won't forget. Tak sabar nak cerita kat anak cucu aku nanti. Ehh? Ok abaikan.

Now it's time to go back to reality.

Hello tests and quizzes! Please don't be mean.

counting days

2011-01-21T12:08:00.003+08:00

I miss home.
I miss my parents.
I miss my brothers.
I miss my girlfriends.

Can't wait for mid-semester break!

apart from that, to cure this homesick feeling heheheh I'm going to Penang! for the first time. seriously. call me noob, mampus kau. aku excited ni. haha.

ze friends said we're leaving at 2pm. It's almost 1pm already and i still haven't pack my stuff yet. awesome.

toddles!

Om nom nom

2011-01-16T16:58:00.002+08:00

Nak ni je dalam masa 2 minggu lagi. Boleh tak? Please? Pretty pleaaaase? Hihi. :3

Should i stay?

2011-01-16T09:25:00.003+08:00

Or should i walk away?

You have no idea how disappointed i was when the truth came out.

Kecewa. Yang teramat.

Friends come and go. I once wished that you guys would stay.

But now, i just don't care. You may do whatever you want. Whatever you wished for. And i'll do the same.

I won't bother.

Because now i know, you are NOT worth it.

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I'm tired of pleasing other people.

Bila senang, duit berkepuk & mampu berjoli sakan, kau blah macam tu je.

Bila duit dah habis, bermasalah, baru nampak batang hidung kau. Dengan muka menagih simpati, aku layankan je selama ni.

I'm not your toy, okay?

Yang boleh kau gunakan untuk kepentingan kau.

Aku je yang nak kena jaga hati kau, puaskan segala kehendak kau, ehhh lemak lah macam tu!

Aku dah tak peduli. Dah tak kisah.

Mampos kau.

why so serious?

2011-01-08T10:48:00.002+08:00

semua orang yang makin sensitive ke aku yang insensitive sejak dua menjak ni?

anddd, i hate you S. 2 kali dah kau potong aku. 2 kali. dem yu. fine aku loser bye.

Goodbye 2010. Hello, 2011!

2010-12-31T16:05:00.002+08:00

Finallyyyy. The last day of 2010.

Lets do a recap of what had happened in this year shall we?

In 2010, I...

- Made new friends
- Lose old friends
- Had a huge fight with N
- Broke someone's heart
- Had my heart broken. Twice.
- Saw many accidents. where two of them involves my close friends. Syukur Alhamdulillah, they are all fine.
- Moved into a rent house. First house ever. no 42, jalan sengkang jaya. :)
- Started listening to headbanging songs again.
- Took intersession. and it was worth it. managed to get 4 for my far250. hooray
- Failed two subjects. Haha.
- Learnt how to play cards
- Managed to lose weight. Down three sizes, baby!
- Fly out of Malaysia.
- Saw one of the seven wonders of the world. The Great Wall it is. 6 more to go.
- Spent almost RM 2K in less than 2 months. On shopping alone.
- Seen too many dramas among friends. Haha.
- Tried out new recipes.
- Went picnic as pre-birthday celebration.
- Drove from KL-Jementah vice versa macam dari Subang nak ke Shah Alam je. Means, banyak kali berulang-alik.
- Dapat banyak duit raya. And berjaya habiskan sekelip mata thanks.
- Dared myself to wear high heels to shopping mall. And succeed.
- Met someone famous. Maher Zain, ehem.
- Let a friend cut my hair.
- Tried flirting. And failed haha.
- Tried to be a little bit stylish. Still trying haha.
- Managed to get over K.
- Dah berani drive pergi KL.

That's all i could compile for now. Hows your 2010 went?

Happy New Year everyone.

x

NEW YEAR SALE!

2010-12-31T08:33:00.014+08:00

Hello kawan2. Sorry lambat upload, connection problem macam tahi lately. Jangan blacklist saya please thanks. Nah, seperti yang dijanjikan, untuk tatapan kalian semua. Kalau2 berkenan, roger saya at farahinpunyelah@yahoo.com okay?

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Plaid BabyDoll Dress by Voir Jeans
Tagged L but fits M-XL
Worn twice

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RM 30
Bolero Knit Cardigan by Voir
Tagged L but fits M-XL
Worn twice

#003
RM 40
Wrap-around Dress
Free Size
Virgin. (tak pernah pakai lagi hehe)

#004
RM 15
Blouse
Size L
Brand New

#005
RM40
Brown Faux Leather Handbag
Never worn

#006
RM 50
Grey Wedges by Voir
Size 8.
Worn twice

#007
RM 30
Black Peep Toe Wedges by Voir
Size 8
Worn twice

#009
RM10
worn twice.

#010
RM15
Never worn except for trying purposes.

#011
RM 10
Worn several times

#012
RM 20
Never worn except for trying purposes

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Never worn except for trying purposes

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Buang yang keruh Ambil yang jernih

2010-12-29T19:31:00.003+08:00

Amboiii title post kemain lagi kan. Hihi. Ada maksud tersirat tawww sebalik tajuk post.

Hmmm.

Ok sebenarnya ini maksud tersirat dia;

Kalau i cakab i nak jual barang2 i korang nak beli tak? Barang2 macam shawls, clothes, handbags & shoes. Pre-loved and brand new. Sebab i need some space for new stuff. Yang lama2 ni macam semak ja duduk dalam closet tapi tak pakai. Hehe.

Nak tak? Barang2 i cool jugak lah kot sebab kalau tak cool i tak beli. Hihi. :B

Malam ni i ketip gambar, esok pagi2 terus upload. Kalau terasa nak bantu saya yang selalu miskin ni cari duit lebih, harap2 dapat membeli tak pun tolong spread the words atau paksa orang lain beli.

Boleh ya kawan2?

Keshian larh kat kitewww.

Kitew kasi awak semueee best price punye!

Stay tune bebis.

mojo so dope

2010-12-24T08:13:00.004+08:00

Whatzaaaaaaaaaaaap everyone! It's one day left before christmas. Do you feel the joy? Do you feel the excitement? JYEEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!

Apasal entah aku lebih lebih. Padahal bukan celebrate pun. Haha! Sorry dah la. Excited lebih sebab christmas banyak sale. mihihihihihihi. Kopak poket mak bapak aku. LOL. Btw cotton on sale menggila sekarang. Pergi lah cepat. Almost everything is reduced to half price! Esok last day. Ok aku dah boleh apply jadi promoter cotton on sekarang zzzzz.

Haritu cakab nak pergi vacation, goodbye malaysia semua kan, tertanya tanya tak "mana entah perempuan ni pergi?" ke "alah acah2 je menghilang padahal sorok bawah katil dekat bilik je". Wuuuu. Mana ada acah acah! Ni haa kitew pergi sini haa. Jap main game jom. Kite kasi clue, awak teka. Okay? OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

Haaaaaaa! Agak agak kat mana? Takkan tak tahu kot. Loser nya kalau tak dapat teka. Ish.

Boring lah main game dengan orang tak reti ni. Hahahah. Padahal aku main game sorang2. Lagi pathetic. ZZZZZZZZZ.

Ye lah, nak bagitahu lah ni.

I went to Beijing, China frm 11th until 17th December 2010. Hihi. Tak percaya? Nah gambar!

More updates on the trip coming soon! Sekarang tengah kebulur nak pergi breakfast dulu bye

tak suka lah kitew

2010-12-10T20:06:00.004+08:00

Tibe2 aku rasa famous sangat sejak semalam. Orang yang tak pernah nak berkomunikasi dekat fb tibe2 IM. Orang yang dah berzaman tak contact tibe2 text. Orang yang selama ni tak kisah pun pasal aku tibe2 nak call.

Tahu tak apa persamaan diorang?

Semua pun nak tahu satu benda je.

Amenda?

Issue paling hangat sekarang.

Tak lah. Bukan pasal boyfriend. Mana ada boyfriend.

Habis tu pasal apa?

Kau agak?

Jap. Asal entah aku monolog dalaman sendiri kat sini. Sendiri tanya sendiri jawab. Haha.

Ok lah. Serius.

SEMUA PUN NAK TAHU RESULT DAPAT BERAPA.

"zzzzzzz."
"i belum check lagi, malas"
"tak boleh check, server down"

Tu lah jawapan aku setiap sem bila orang tanya. Hahahaha.

Kau tak bagi salam tak cakap hi hello tanya khabar bagai terus terjah aku result dapat berapa. Sorry dah ar. Memang tak akan dilayan.

Kenapa nak tahu sangat aku dapat berapa?

Supaya dapat compare tahap kepandaian ke?

Zzzzzzzzzz.

Yang paling aku tak tahan, yang terus attack dapat dl ke? Ish. Tak sopan langsung. Kalau orang tu kena repeat 3 4 paper tak ke rasa sadis bila kau tegur macam tu. Cuba lah beradab sikit bila nak tanya.

Ha ni untuk semua yang sibuk nak tahu. Result aku tak gempak pun. Tapi syukur Alhamdulillah. Rasanya ada peluang lagi untuk improved. InsyaAllah.

On the other hand, hari ni hari special buat kawan baik.

Pasrahnya kau kan birthday kau jatuh hari result keluar. Haha. Tak apa. Pedulikan result tu. Enjoy dulu. Esok baru nangis ke apa. Hihi.

Lambat lah kau ni. Orang lain dah lama masuk 20 tahun. Kau je tercicir. Next year semua orang dah 21 nak pergi Vegas kau kena tinggal sebab lambat sangat nak cukup umur. Haha.

Happy Birthday ANIS ASHEILA. Semalam dah kasi kad ucapan. Hadiah claim soooooooooon okay.

<3

Oh by the way, Good bye Malaysia! Hello.......

wait for it, wait for it..

AA & SA

2010-12-08T13:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE SELAMAT BERSUA KEMBALI.

Sebenarnya ada banyak benda aku nak tulis.
Tapi aku ni pemalas. Malas nak fikir ayat, malas nak taip, semua benda malas ah. Buruk perangai. Kalau mak2 orang baca blog aku mesti blacklist aku dari senarai bakal menantu.

Pasrah.

Entri kali ni sebenarnya nak buat shout-out je. Ye lah, haritu kan baru lepas Shout Awards. Eyh? Takde kena mengena.

Otak aku sembab hari ni. So takde ayat madah2 berkias2 ye. Aku straightforward je hari ni.

Happy anniversary to both of you.
Hope there will be many more months for you guys.
I love you guys to bits.

x

Hai RC

2010-12-02T11:12:00.003+08:00

Semalam tengok cerita The Next Three Days, sumpah gempak. I highly recommend all of you out there to watch this movie. Believe me, you won't regret it. Kalau dah tengok and tak berkenan, hah meh datang kat aku redeem 20 sen.

And the soundtrack, fits well with jalan cerita. Balik rumah terus gigih aku carik semua lagu dalam cerita tu. Ha. Obses dah ni. Ish.

Okay update kali ni nak promote cerita ni je. Dengan harapan dapat royalti sekali hahahah harapan.

Kereta buruk lama tersadai,
Ok Bye

p/s : Russel Crowe kot jadi hero. Like hellloooo? Come on. Russel Crowe okay.

And the music don't feel like it did

2010-12-02T10:12:00.005+08:00

If you know me well you'd know how much i love The XX. I can never get tired listening to their songs. Romy Madley Croft & Oliver Sim's voice are just.. heaven. Soothing, and calm. Plus the lyrics kind of suits my feeling.

My all time favourite would be this

and this

andddd this one here is a great cover for the song "Intro".

Hope you guys enjoy them as much as I did.

Fcked up.

2010-12-01T21:19:00.003+08:00

Bila dengan kau, aku jadi lemah.
Aku akur, aku turut kata kau.
Sebab aku hormat kau,
sebab aku sayang kau,
sebab aku nak kau faham,
kau penting dalam hidup aku.

But then,

Who am i to you anyway?

Nobody.

Tak penting pun kan sebenarnya dalam hidup kau.

Aku kan invisible.

Go on. Keep on ignoring me.

December, please don't be mean.

2010-12-01T07:31:00.003+08:00

Hmmm betul lah tu. Padan muka aku hahaha. Jelas sangat dah ke-loser-an aku. Mampos!

On the other hand, rasanya tak jadi lah potong rambut. Kalau nak nanti botak terus biar betul2 sihat hihihiihi. (Paling dapat potong botak -_-")

Anyways December is finally here, few more days and i'll be off to a place where i hope would heal all these wounds that October and November made. Tak dapat salahkan orang, salahkan bulan pun tak apa. Heh. Seriously in need of a vacation, it's been long since i ever had one.

And as for today, I am SUPER excited because I'll get to meet Anis, Sam and Abe. It's been a week already since our last meet-up, so jyeah this is something that i look forward to.

Oh and the other highlight of December is, my dear friend FaraBiha came back to Malaysia for good! Can't wait to see her!

Till then,
x

Good day, mate! ( Acah2 british ok bye )

Dilemma

2010-11-30T21:47:00.003+08:00

Bukan, ni bukan pasal lagu yang Nelly nyanyi dengan Kelly Rowland tu. Eh tapi rindu lah lagu tu. Youtube jap.

wahahahha gigih

Okay seriously tengah dalam dilemma sebab terasa MACAM nak potong rambut sekarang. Rambut dah makin bersepah, serabai, kering & dah macam dawai (eh it rhymes la) HAIH.

Tapi sayang.

Macam mana tu?

Fringe pun dah panjang dah cocok cocok hidung eeee sakit tahu tak? (apahal marah orang?salah kau lah tak nak potong!)

Hmmmm. Macam mana ni. Potong ke tak potong?

So far, ni rambut paling panjang aku pernah simpan.
Sebelum ni, pantang lepas bahu sikit je aku potong. Sebab rimas (Padahal rambut rosak).
Now ni, dah lepas dada dah tahap kepanjangan rambut.

Sayangnyaaaaaaa nak potong. Berzaman tunggu dia panjang. Ish.

Hm. Nak duduk kat corner dinding fikir kejap ah. Bye.

Current Playlist #1

2010-11-29T21:08:00.007+08:00

It's hard for me to let go of him.

Because he will always be part of the list.

Always.

p/s: Mesti korang boring kan baca pasal heart broken je. Hehe. Sorry la. Next post kite cerita gembira-gembira okay. Minggu ni minggu pisang.

Play ball!

2010-11-28T19:06:00.003+08:00

Tajuk entri takde kena mengena. tiba tiba rasa rindu nak main softball. Ish.

Sekarang ni aku rasa ada banyak syaiton kat sekeliling aku. Syaiton yang suka shopping. Sebab makin hari makin menjadi nafsu aku nak shopping. Tengok tu nak tu tengok ni nak ni. Semua pun nak lah. Pantang tengok barang cantik cantik seronok sikit tengok harga "oh macam murah je" haaa ambilllllll

kau ingat mak bapak kau cop duit ke syaitooooooooon?

p/s : bukan selalu. ni sebab heart broken ni. acah acah retail therapy, okay? nak consult psychologist mahal.

p/p/s : abang topman klcc tadi handsome. ceh bye.

boring much

2010-11-27T22:09:00.004+08:00

Last wednesday was a pretty great day, meet up with Anis, Sam & Abe lepas seminggu tak jumpa. When i was in Segamat, I spent most of my time with these three. Really used to have them around me all the time thus a week without them was.. a bit dull.

So Anis and Sam fetch me around 12pm then we picked Abe at Damansara and off we went to KL. Pavilion specifically. Jalan jalan, had late lunch at Subway, then from Pavillion went to Low Yatt settlekan hal laptop Abe, lepas tu at 5.30pm dah bergerak balik. Sekejap gila kan? Semua pun sebab I ada curfew :( Jyeah people. I still have curfew though I'm already 20.

But lucky me I have understanding friends, so Anis sent us all back home.

Eventhough sekejap je dapat jumpa diaorang, it was precious because I can never get bored hanging out/talking with them.

Sorry tak ada gambar, gambar semua ada dekat camera Abe dia belum upload. Heheh.

Anyways Thursday and Friday were my "patah-kaki" day. Didn't go anywhere except for breakfast with the girls on thursday. Didn't do anything, just stayed at home and menghadap laptop.

Gila takde life eh aku. FB, blog, tumblr bagai semua pun muak kot tengok aku. Haha.

Dah la, nak get a life sekarang. Bye!

happy hour

2010-11-23T11:21:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was superbbbb!
Finally i got the chance to meet my soul sisters!
Though 3 of them Sykin, Wahida and Tica could not make it,
i'm glad that the other 3 managed to come :)

Went to Sunway Pyramid with Farah and Hanis, had branch and watched movie.
Got into queue line and still undecided nak tengok movie apa.
Typical us :)
Bincang bincang then everyone agreed to watch TAKERS.
Awesome movie, cerita lebih kurang macam Oceans (11,12,13 etc) with the appearances of ramai lelaki lazat. Nyeheheh. :B
I went all gooey whenever Hayden's Christensen's face was on screen. haha.

Haaa. Kan dah cakap.

tapi ini yang terpaling lazat :E

after movie, met Nasha and walk around the mall.
Nak main bowling but full, later on found out ada tournament Karisma UiTM rupa rupanya.

Was bored so we decided to go to Rooftop, Taipan for pillow talk session.

Got nothing much to say dah so i'll leave the pictures to do to the talk.

More pictures on FB.

at time like this,
with this heartache and stumble feelings,
I am really glad that they were there with me.

Jadi peneman aku,
dengar cerita cerita aku,
pujuk aku,
nasihat aku,
peluk aku,

and tell me that everything's going to be okay.

and for that, i thank you girls.

thank you for being my strength when i was weak.

i love you girls to bits.

i've come home

2010-11-22T09:45:00.003+08:00

things are clear now.
thank you tolong suluhkan jalan biar terang,
agar saya tak duduk dalam kegelapan lagi.
terima kasih wahai teman.

masa untuk bergerak,
dan berhenti pandang belakang.

though it hurts,
InsyaAllah i'll get through this just fine.

the return.

2010-11-19T07:57:00.005+08:00

setelah sekian lama, baru ada peluang nak menulis.
setelah sekian lama, baru ada peluang nak bercerita.
setelah sekian lama, baru ada peluang nak luahkan segalanya.

so many things had happened these past few months.

1. made new friends.

Whom turned out to be my current best friends. though tak sampai 3 bulan pun kenal, it feels like i have known them forever. and i know that no matter what i can count on them.

2. learned some life lesson

3. stuck in a traffic jam for 4 hours

it was during the 10/10/10 when the tragic accident happened. i was on my way back to my rental house in Jementah, Segamat. suffered, but i think i am cool to make it through. why? sebab aku drive kereta manual! haha.

4. been close with the "best friend", and suddenly realize that i'm actually in love with him.

sadly, it is too late. he's with other girl right now, of whom i can't challenge. i'm totally out of his league.

perhaps it is not the time yet.

as for now, all i can do is wait. waiting for the right moment to tell him how i feel towards him.

menantikan sesuatu yang tak pasti. :'(

5. manage to lose some extra kilos

in a method that i am not proud of. but since it is the only way, i guess i'll stick to it. naah. it's not bulimic ke anorexic punya stuff. ini benda lain. don't simply jump into conclusion kalau tak tahu cerita.

ceh. tetiba nak marah. heh.

6. been through lots of drama.

seriously. every single day pun ada drama. some can be overcome, some just can't.

aku penat.
aku tak suka ini semua.
life isn't always fair.
somehow we'll have to go through it.
semuanya terpulang kepada diri sendiri.
macam mana nak atasi.

apa yang aku buat?

pejamkan mata.
pekakkan telinga.
kawal diri dari berbicara.

tak mudah. tapi aku cuba.

dan di saat segalanya rasa macam neraka,
aku bersyukur,
sebab masih punya kawan-kawan yang faham segala gerak rasa,
kawan yang boleh aku percaya,
yang boleh aku ikut tutur katanya.

mereka.

imma be imma be imma imma imma be

2010-08-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

told you guys last night that im gonna start on diet kan, so jyeah i challenged myself for a mission! nak tahu tak apa dia? cakap lah nak nak nak sebab i teruja ni mencabar diri sendiri! wuuuu. ok ini dia misinya~

MISI : 30 HARI TANPA MAKANAN LARANGAN.

jenis2 makanan larangan :

1) NASI
2) AYAM
3) CHOCOLATES

REWARD daripada misi yang berjaya dilaksanakan :

1) Lebih duit poket
2) Bentuk badan yang ideal (hahahahahahha)
3) Possibility untuk pikat lelaki *angkat kening laju2* hahahaha ok harus cancel yang ni nanti orang tuduh desperate padahal tak pun -__-

misi bermula 3rd AUGUST 2010, TUESDAY.

jadi, secara rasminya harini adalah first day!

FIRST DAY = MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

29 more days to go! wish me luck pipeeeeeeeeeeeel!

glorious food

2010-08-02T20:58:00.006+08:00

my weekend was pretty much awesome because it was filled with tons of eating session hahaha. starts on Friday while i was on my way back to Subang, my friends and i stopped at Seremban's R&R just to have waffles and bubble tea -__- but seriously they have the best waffles ever, A&W can go fly kites now. anyways bila dah lepas tol hicom-subang i suddenly have the urge craving for KFC zinger burger. so i went straight to kfc drive-thru in usj and get them. dah sampai rumah checked the fridge found some frozen food macam sedap but too lazy to masak so tutup balik pintu fridge and masuk bilik. then at night had dinner at Murni subang makan tak ingat dunia then balik rumah terus tidur. eloknya perangai. hmm.

esoknya sabtu mak kejut ajak breakfast tak ingat makan apa tapi lepas tu keluar makan Mcd pulak. balik rumah lapar lagi godek2 gerobok tengok apa ada tapi tak ada apa pasrah dah la. masuk bilik tidur. around 4 received a call from Farabiha inviting me to a bbq. lompat bintang 4 kali. sebab apa? calls for FOOOOOOOOOOOOD! omnomnomnom. so i went to the bbq and had the usual things u had for bbq haha. and also ice cream for desserts thanks to sara. chitchatted with others then went back home. at home while waiting for my little brother to get home from work, suddenly lapar balik so cooked prawn patties and also sausages. felt sleepy afterwards so i went straight to bed.

woke up the next morning with mammamia ajak makan nasi dagang. was super sleepy but still could not resist food meh! later had cadbury boost as snacks then during lunch had lamb omnomnom. dinner with ze housemates at Seremban again. had KFC. again. but this time i ordered snack plate je. JE. haaha. arrived Jementah then Sopek offered ayam madu era offered popiah but felt so bloated i tolak-ed their offers bangga tak? bangga lah wey usually i won't reject any offer on food okay.

so kesimpulannya sekarang i have to start on diet or else i won't fit my baju raya. first thing first mammamia said i have to avoid from eating rice. hmmm. okay i can do that. then have to avoid eating chicken also. WHAAAAAAAT? cannot la like that... T__T

but hmmm ye lah ye lah for the sake of baju raya (sepatutnya for the sake of being healthy ish ish kau ni) i'll go on diet.

no more rice. no more chocolates. no more keropok. no more fast food. exercise daily.

T_____________T

have to win takkan nak sampai tahap macam ni baru kau nak sedar diri :

okay tamau tamau tamau TAAAMAAAUUUUU

diet starts tomorrow!

p/s : today still can eat macam2! yeaaay~~

e for emosi. -__-

2010-07-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

i've been missing everyone lately. especially E and also K.

it's sad you know, i used to be close with these two, but all we are now are complete strangers.

i still see E every now and then, since he live nearby and we are still studying at same place.

however, we barely speak to each other. no conversations, no calls, no texts. no more. all out of sudden.

all we did was just lambai tangan and senyum, or awkward "Hi" when we bumped onto each other. or when other friends are around, baru ada berbual sikit.

i wish i knew what have i done wrong.

i tried to make conversations sometimes, but it just didn't work. it feels awkward tho.

but last week, i missed him so badly that i have the courage to text and
told him i miss him. indirectly.

he didn't reply tho.

few days later, he came and said it right into my face.

"rindu you jugak"

awwww :')

i miss you E. i really do. sometimes i wonder, if we still have the chance to reconnect.

hmm.

and as for K,

he was always there for me. sometimes failed lah jugak, haha, but tak apa lagi.
but since he was always there, i was errm, a bit hooked to him.

until he met someone.

and ditched me just like that.

hilang, macam tu je.

it hurts a lot, but i tried to deal with it. i'm happy for him, i really do. but what hurts the most is that the fact that he just blah-ed away from my life, it's unfair don't you think?

tak apa lah.

point kat sini cuma nak cakap, i rindu 2 ekor monyet ni.

macam lah diaorang baca je blog ni. krr.

bye.

eh eh eh

2010-07-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

hi i know i've been abandoning this blog for longgg, but haha takda orang kisah pun kan sebenarnya.

ok here's a quick update,

i'm still alive alhamdulillah, baru saja baik demam suara still sengau macam katak. new semester have just started, takda lah baru sangat it's been 2 weeks dah pun and hmm i dah masuk part 5, FINAL YEAR dah wuuuu!

anyways, last week was a bit depressing, with having to cope that germany only managed to get 3rd place in the world cup. screw paul the octopus and also his owner -__-" eh khurafat lah korang semua percaya sotong bangang ni. ish. however i had fun watching the final match with my housemates and also our neighbours. sumillll lah ramai2 tengok dekat melaka dalam hujan. hehe.

apa2 pun, can't wait till 2014! heard from someone that it will be held in Brazil? uber cool! :)

enough la kan pasal football, dah lapuk dah. hehe. bye

hey bebe hey bebe heyyy

2010-07-01T19:16:00.003+08:00

hai kawan kawan
rasaksa jahat kembali menakluki dunia
team wonderpets tetap menentang walaupun tak besar dan tak kuat.

krrr.

lamanya tak update blog.
rasa awkward.
mcm jumpa balik bekas kekasih 5 tahun tak jumpa.
ok merepek.

tapi seriously lah.
macam tak tahu nak cerita apa.
ok itu tipu.
banyak cerita,
tapi tak tahu macam mana nak mula.

hmmm.

tak payah cerita lah.
habis cerita.

hehehe

p/s : bengang? tak suruh baca pun hehehehehe

ok go.

2010-04-13T15:30:00.001+08:00

finals is in two weeks.

two fuckin weeks.

and i still have no idea of what i'm studying. greeaaat.

i think that i'm a philophobic.

2010-03-30T00:58:00.005+08:00

so true.

monday blues

2010-03-29T01:25:00.003+08:00

http://formspring.me/farahinwin

you can ask me anything there. hehehe ;)

anyways,
i'm in big trouble.
i can't stop eating since saturday,
i've been eating like a pig.
munch this munch that still i am hungry like i haven't eaten yet.

stress sial.

rindu lah.

2010-03-23T21:40:00.003+08:00

dekat semua. + dodol si tukang ketip gambar.

if only i get this everyday. hahahaha.

2010-03-22T23:14:00.003+08:00

two people totally made my day today.

dzafri adzmi kekasih nur afiqah si housemate cakap saya sumil.

&

faiq ilhan cakap mata saya cantik.

awww. i'm flattered.
thank you guys :p

hahahahahahaha

btw baju kurung berlubang sebab kena rokok time dinner tadi. thank you akmal ali.

:)

2010-03-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

i had an extremely awesome weekend, surrounded with a bunch of awesome people. no words can describe how happy i was. and now it's time to get back to real life. sigh. i feel a burden of stress already -__-"

anyhoo, thank you for the great company. you guys know who you are. ♥
i wish i had more time to spend with all of you, but tak apalah. there's always next time. kan?

missed you guys already. :'(

sentap sikitttt

2010-03-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

aku penat lah buat baik dengan orang.
sebab in the end nama aku diburuk2kan jugak.
memang la aku cakap aku tak peduli apa orang nak cakap.
tapi agak2 lah bai,
sentap jugak lah kan kalau dah selalu kena.

celaka babi kau,
tak payah lah nak jaja cerita kat orang.

hah ni lah orang yang ada darah melayu.

bodoh.

special

2010-03-14T18:57:00.004+08:00

haiiii. ingat i lagi tak?
tak ingat?
okay bye.

wahaha. okay hari ni ada 2 je pengumuman penting.

pengumuman 1

Happy Sexiest Twenteen Birthday NURUL ASYKIN MUSTAFFA!

dan pengumuman 2

Farewell, AZLAN HANIF. i miss you already.

azlan yang lelaki tu. well obviously. ada pulak perempuan nama azlan -_-"

i felt bad because i couldn't come home to meet these two people pada hari penting diaorang. but what to do, i have commitment here which i can't simply ditch.

i'm truly sorry for not being there with you guys.

anyways i still tried to, well, be there with them.
walaupun memang tak nampak badan besar gabak ni kat sebelah diaorang -_-"

for sykin,
waktu eve of her birthday, some of our closest friends tried to surprise her, but the attempt tak jadi. so they ended up lepak at starbucks and i tried to contact her through skype and msn for god knows how many times. but it didn't work out, so jyeah, kesimpulan yang dapat dibuat adalah teknologi tak selalunya membantu. hahaha. pasrah je lah. tapi sedih sikit. :(

hmm.

ok lah. tak nak bebel panjang.

so, SYKIN,

for the 3850961th time, happy twenteen birthday! i hope you had an awesome day. but i bet mesti tak awesome mana pun kan sebab i tak ada sama. tak payah deny. i tahu you malu nak mengaku. hahaha. lagi 1. tak call i punnn. damn you. kau hutang aku satu call! i tuntut nanti. ok dah.

and as for Azlan,

he left for germany to further his studies. awesome kaaan? supposedly i went back and send him to the airport. tapi.. sigh. and the best part is, aku dapat cakap dengan dia 29 saat je, sebab waktu aku call dia dah nak naik plane? terbaik. memangggg paling terbaik.

sorry Alan tak dapat hantar. aku sedih sikit tak dapat jumpa kau. sebab last jumpa kau bulan januari, time kau datang segamat tu. im gonna miss you brahh. well infact aku dah rindu kau pun. good luck dekat sana. belajar elok2. jangan lupa diri. jangan lupa aku jugak. haha. ok dah tu je.

bye.

i saw sparks

2010-02-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

Lama jugak en tak update? kesian blog ni. mesti lapar. tapi takpe lah kasi dia kurus sikit. asyik makan je. kang jadi macam tuan blog. ok dah diam.

well 15 days ago, i turned 20. the big Two O as they said.

birthday. it should be one of your best day kan. it's only once a year. and you'll never knw if kau dapat lagi ke celebrate tahun depan. jadi, biasanya kau akan enjoy betul2 waktu ni.

one of my closest friend, Akmal once asked,

"kalau nak birthday kau or during birthday kau kau happy tak?"

"entah. aku biasa je. tak lah sedih. tapi tak jugak happy melampau" aku jawab.

"asal ah?" aku tanya balik.

jawab dia,

"oh kalau time birthday aku happy sangat. rasa macam nak senyum memanjang"

and that makes me realize. aku rasa sejak aku masuk sekolah menengah sampai lah sekarang, last year punya birthday celebration (19th) lah yang aku rasa paling best. yang aku paling happy. sebab soulsisters terjah rumah aku on the eve of my birthday. konon2 surprise party. tapi aku dah dapat hidu sebenarnya. haha.

18th birthday, tak berapa best. sebab waktu tu aku dekat khidmat negara. nak celebrate dengan siapa je? takde orang yang aku kenal rapat kat situ.

birthday lain2, aku tak berapa nak ingat. haha. sorry lah tapi aku ada short term memory.

tapi. birthday kali ni. 20th, memang the most saddest birthday ever.

2 days before the big day, aku happy. went picnic at shah alam with farah, sara and syukri to celebrate my birthday. tak buat apa pun. lepak, makan and ketip gambar je. tapi seronok. malam pulak dinner with the family. usual tradition.

lepas tu esoknya aku balik segamat.

malam tu, supposedly keluar makan dengan housemates. tapi semua pun sampai rumah lambat, so tak jadi. tapi tak kisah lah since aku pun memang ada kerja nak dibuat malam tu.

esoknya, the big day.

class aku full. 8-10am class, 10-12noon class, 12-2pm presentation. then 4-6pm, class lagi. penat sangat. tapi aku sangat berharap bila aku balik rumah, i wld be happy. celebrate sikit ke ape kan.

tapi bila balik, suasana sama je, sama macam hari biasa. aku tk blame sesiapa. hari isnin kan. maybe semua penat. tak apa lah. lagipun B cakap malam nanti keluar makan sama2. okay lah. but then, bila malam tiba, B suddenly cakap dia nak keluar makan dengan boyf sebab dia lapar sangat? aku terdiam. time tu aku tak tau lah asal, tapi tiba2 aku terasa nak menangis. sebab macam terasa sangat.

aku terus blah masuk bilik air, air mata mencurah-curah. tak nak stop.

aku amik wudhuk, sembahyang maghrib and air mata makin laju mengalir.

lepas sembahyang, aku lepak luar rumah. call mak, call najwa. dengar suara diaorang, aku terasa macam nak balik subang time tu jugak. sebab aku rasa macam aku ni tak penting pun kat rumah jementah tu. time tu aku rasa kalau aku kat subang mesti ada yang celebrate dengan aku.

don't get me wrong. aku bukan nak blame sesiapa. maybe aku yang expect too much. housemates aku tak jahat. kitaorang baru nak bonding antara satu sama lain. so i shouldn't expect anything pun sebenarnya from them. tapi diaorang ajak aku pergi dinner & belikan aku kek lepas aku habis otp. one of them even bought me a present. i'm grateful, i really do. waktu tu hati aku macam tawar sikit. but they cheered me up. i'm grateful as they have the effort to do something kan.

point aku kat sini, aku cuma terasa sikit lah dengan B. B have known me for long. konon kawan rapat. and yet she treated me this way. dia ikut dinner tu pun macam tak ada apa. sumpah aku terasa. i bet if you guys were at my position, you will felt the same way.

tu je lah cerita dia. sedih tak? baik cakap sedih kalau tak kita putus kawan. bahaha.

but anyways, untuk semua orang,
thank you for all the lovely wishes. i feel blessed and loved. thank you. muah sikit.

p/s : I DAH TWENTY LAH YOU ALLSSSSS. YOU ALLS BILA LAGIIIII? hahaha =P

urgh

2010-02-15T00:52:00.003+08:00

aku rasa aku dah jadi pendiam lah sekarang. benci. aku rindu aku yang dulu. boleh tak macam tu?

-_______-"

2010-01-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

ok kejap tadi baru lepas wish new year jadi baru perasan weh sekarang ni dah masuk tahun 2010? zomg zomg which means this year im gonna turn TWENTY??? aaaaaaa no more teen kat belakang arghh jbjfngkfgmhtkrhl

hoh hoh hoh

2010-01-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

woah macam lama jugak tak update. new semester dah start, so macam busy sikit biasalah awal sem. ceh alasan. padahal awal sem kelas pun main acah-acah je pergi. oh lagi satu pasal dah tak duduk kolej dah, duduk luar. dah jadi non resident woohoo! bangga habis pakai sticker nr wahaha poyo betul. ha sebab dah duduk luar jadi busy lah sikit mengemas rumah, cuci tandas, mop dapur, masak2. amacam, ada ciri-ciri wanita idaman tak? heh heh diam lah.

ok la ceritakan sikit la eventhough takda sapa kisah pun kan sebenarnya tapi peduli apa blog i suka hati i lah nak cerita apa pun kan. tak suka boleh kelik dekat pangkah atas sana belah kanan desktop korang. i duduk rumah sewa kat german sekarang ni. pk tipu. kat jementah. ha rumah i cool gila weh. ada 8 gadis cantik belaka. hahahaa. rumah teres setingkat, 3 bilik. duduk 8 orang. haha. macam ramai je kan 8 orang. tapi sumpah rumah ni senyap gila. macam duduk 3 orang je. sebab tv belum berfungsi so rata-rata penghuni tidur awal takpun duduk memerap kat bilik tak pun lepak rumah jiran belah depan ketiga ke kiri. sebab rumah depa ada tv. haha. old school habis kan nak tgk tv pergi rumah jiran. hihi. sumil lah kita. ceh tetibe. oh lepas tu jiran depan rumah lelaki. ada yang mcm sumil, tadi baru perasan hehehehehe :B

actually banyak gila benda kelakar jadi sejak duduk rumah sewa ni. yang paling bangang 2nd night kat sini, kunci rumah kitaorang, masterkey hilang. haahhaha. baru perasan kunci hilang pukul 11 malam. sebab esoknya ada kelas, kecoh ah punggah rumah yang bersepah dengan kotak2 barang tak sempat kemas nak carik kunci. lepas tu siap buat meeting kat depan rumah nak korek balik sampah ke tak. haha. jumpa balik dalam box kat bilik ainal & sopek.

lagi apa eh nak cerita. dah takde kot. nanti i post gmbr rumah. hehe. kawan2 nak datang rumah jemput lah datang. bawak makanan skali eh sebab kitorg semua slalu lapar. alamat nanti i email. haha. ok lah dah penat, now nak lepak rumah depan tumpang tengok tv. wahaha. bye.

p/s : sorry post kali ni agak bersepah. mungkin pasal rumah masih bersepah, terpengaruh sikit la. tkde kena mengena tapi tak kisah lah. bye.

p/p/s : eh harini baru 6hb. boleh lagi kan nak cakap happy new year to everyone? pedulik lah. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

mengisytiharkan,

2009-12-29T13:48:00.002+08:00

minggu ini adalah minggu terasa dengan semua orang.

so, SEMUA ORANG, saya terasa dengan awak, awak, dan awak. oh awak jugak.

ok bye.

E.

2009-12-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

buat engkau,

thanks a lot.

you broke my heart, successfully.

berulang kali.

tapi yang bodohnya,

i keep running back to you.

argh. what the hell is wrong with me.

FML.

singapore day 2

2009-12-20T01:38:00.011+08:00

10/12/09

ha, hari kedua ni aktiviti dia macam agak seronok. walaupun kaki masih terketar2 akibat overdose berjalan hari sebelumnya, ish kuat semangat pewira sorang2 nak teruskan lawatan. bagus kan, semangat macam ni lah yang patut ada dalam diri seti- ok shadap you win.

destinasi kedua di singapura - little india!

tapi sebelum itu, kena isi tank dulu. kalau tak macam mana nak ada tenaga nak berjalan kan.

kita breakfast kat kedai ni

dan makan ini.

2 keping capati + keema = $4.80 om nom nom mom (bunyi mengunyah)

tujuan pergi little india, kerana emak kepingin melawat mustafa centre.

apa tu mustafa centre? tempat rehab kah?

bukan, adik2.

mustafa centre tu bak kata Ad it's like harvey norman + mydin + low yat + poh kong + the perfume shop.

senang cerita, semua dalam satu! cool tak cool?

spend almost half day dekat sana. besar gaban kot tempat ni. beli barang sikit2 lepastu balik hotel balik.

lepas zohor, kita move on ke destinasi ketiga - Bugis Village, Bugis Street & Bugis Junction.

kawasan bugis2 ni tak jauh pun daripada hotel iblis eh tak ibis. kalau jalan kaki tak sempat ketiak nak berpeluh dah sampai dah pun.
ni semua gambar waktu otw ke bugis. sederet dengan buddhist temple.

New Moon! mana jacob black mana the cullens mana mana? hahaha

bugis village.

bugis street.
Bugis Street ni lebih kurang macam Petaling Street emak cakap. i tak tahu sebab tak pernah pergi pun Petaling Street. korang judge sendiri lah. em kat sini kalau nak beli souvenir murah. :)

bugis junction.
tempat ni up sikit daripada bugis street. lagi cantik. bumbung transparent cahaya boleh masuk tapi hujan tak boleh.

dah puas berjalan dekat bugis, kita menuju ke destinasi seterusnya, SENTOSA!

dah la. tu je. penat dah. byee

gambar2 day 1 singapore

2009-12-19T23:41:00.006+08:00

tajuk nak skema je, takpe lah janji ikhlas. mari kita lihat kalau2 cubaan upload gambar kali ni berjaya. sama2 lah kita berdoa.

===================================================

memang rezeki anda semua, haha, gambar2 berjaya diupload, yeayy! jom lompat bintang 5 kali!

ok nah gambar.

view dari bilik saya - belah kanan.

bangunan belakang yang colour dia awesome gila tu, nama dia Stamford Arts Centre. cun kan, i like! setiap pagi bangun selak langsir ahhh cantiknya bangunan bukannya cantiknya awan haih -.-"

view dari bilik - belah kiri pulak.

bawah tu buddhist temple, tak ingat nama sebenar dia. ha tapi jalan along the temple, then belok kanan wah dah sampai kat Bugis Street lah!

ini tak aci.. hotel sebelah ada swimming pool T__T

on the way to orchard, terserempak pulak dengan kedai ni. kedai ni jual koleksi kamera lama, ada banyakkkk jenis and saiz. tengok kamera2 ni macam perghh teringat kekasih lama. ok tkde kena mengena mari kita move on.

sebelum ni kan ada cerita perihal sesat jalan patah balik ke museum kan. dah dua kali patah balik kalau tak amik gambar memang tak patut. ha nah gambar depan museum.

hah benda ni jangan tanya aku menatang apa, aku pun tak tau main snap je sebab nampak cambest.

opposite gerbang ni istana. nak amik gambar pagar istana tapi tak berani sebab ada banyak polis x__x

krismas punya pasal, meriah habis decoration dekat orchard road. :)

ha bila malam lagi cantik! bola2 api. nana dengan achik spin kalau duet kat sini pun ok jugak.

chop. iklan sekejap. can you find hidden mickey?

ahhh, there he is.

hehehe

singapore day 1

2009-12-19T09:52:00.008+08:00

ok harini kita nak cakap pasal trip singapore haritu.

DAY 1 (09/12/09)

sepatutnya flight sampai ke singapura sebelum pukul 11pagi. tapi plane delay kan nak buat cemana. sampai changi airport dalam pukul 11.15pagi, pergi kat arrival immigration hah terkejut mak nenek kau orang bersepah. ramai nak mampus. takkan nak potong queue kan so nak taknak kena jugak la beratur.aih time ni rasa macam susah gila nak bernafas. x__x

gambar ni i ambil waktu dah halfway through the immigration. halfway doh! ha tengok. tak ke bersepah semua orang? ish ish ish.

had to queue for almost 45minutes kot. penat gila. kaki sampai kejang. haha suka lebih2. oh but anyways i'm amazed with their airport. very tersusun you allz. winn likes this. bajet fesbuk miahaha

after immigration, we took a cab and off we went to our hotel - IBIS Hotel.ibis ok, bukan iblis hahaha. it's located at Bencoolen Street. the price for a room per night was okay la i guess. HA DAH KAU TAK BAYAR WIN MEMANG KAU CAKAP OK.
but the room is quite small actually. or maybe pasal i yang besar so the room nampak kecik hahaha diam lah.

kecik kan bilik dia kan kan?

katil i wuwuwu sebelum disepahkan wuwuwu

dah sudah rehat sembahyang jamak qasar zohor asar semua, kitaorang pun mulakan sesi lawatan di singapura. destinasi pertama, jeng jeng jeng - Orchard Road! banyak cerita kelakar sebenarnya waktu nak pergi orchard road ni.

cerita kelakar #1 :
ingatkan nak gerak sana naik teksi, rupa-rupanya ayah dengan excited berkata "jom jalan kaki!" hmm takpe lah, berfikiran positif - kita pelancong, kalau jalan kaki lagi feel tkpe lah 20 minit je lagipun boleh eksesais sambil2 berjalan.

cerita kelakar #2 :
sebelum mulakan perjalanan takde siapa pun yang baca peta kecuali ayah. hahaha. semua konon terer bajet jalan kat situ dia punya. tapi kan ayah baca peta macam semua terbalik je. hahaha.

result = terikut jalan jauh. jauh sangat. penat. penat sangat.

kalau rujuk dekat peta, sebenarnya dari hotel jalan setereight (straight/terus) pun dah boleh sampai museum tu. haih.

tapi takpe semangat berkobar jadi kite teruskan perjalanan.

dari museum kita berjalan sampai ke Presbyterian Church tiba-tiba,

cerita kelakar #3 :
adik i yang terer jalan tanpa perlu melihat peta tiba-tiba bersuara

" ayah ni dah macam salah jalan ni, rasa macam orchard kat belakang sana je. "

ha ok adik, kita semua ikut cakap awak.

kita semua pun patah balik lalu museum tadi.

tiba-tiba tergerak hati ayah nak tanya pedestrian yang lalu-lalang, KAT MANA ORCHARD ROAD SEBENARNYA WOI.

rupa-rupanya, jalan yang baru je kita patah balik tadi -.-"

so, kita semua pun patah balik. ha sampai jugak kita akhirnya nok.

sampai kat orchard road teruja habis, ya Allah banyak nya shopping mall! ramainya orang! SIKITNYA SALE! hahaha. seriously, tk banyak pun sale. harga barang lebih kurang dekat Malaysia tapi feeling nak shopping tu memang ada. sebab excited tengok orang semua shopping sakan kan.

jalan tanpa henti along the orchard road. semua shopping mall pun masuk. macam orang jakun tak pernah nampak shopping mall, kesian eh anak siapa lah ni. kitaorang jalan kat sana 5 hours non-stop miahaha.

lepas tu balik JALAN KAKI LAGI sebab tak nampak taxi stand wtf

sampai hotel baring atas katil kaki terus menggigil-gigil hahaha

hm malas nak ulas panjang2, korang tengok je lah gambar sepanjang nak pergi orchard okay. oh btw depa decorate orchard road ni cantik oh! meriah habis. lepas tu ada satu patung santa gemuk besar ultraman boleh pusing-pusing babi menakutkan sial. lupa nak snap gambar tapi seriously menakutkan weh! ha ok i stop bebel enjoy ze pictures

haih dah 30 minutes dah problem lah nak upload gmbr. nnti2 lah okay. sorry wa dah tak larat nak tunggu. hahaha byeeeee