Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Dilemma

Bukan, ni bukan pasal lagu yang Nelly nyanyi dengan Kelly Rowland tu. Eh tapi rindu lah lagu tu. Youtube jap.



wahahahha gigih


Okay seriously tengah dalam dilemma sebab terasa MACAM nak potong rambut sekarang. Rambut dah makin bersepah, serabai, kering & dah macam dawai (eh it rhymes la) HAIH.

Tapi sayang.

Macam mana tu?

Fringe pun dah panjang dah cocok cocok hidung eeee sakit tahu tak? (apahal marah orang?salah kau lah tak nak potong!)

Hmmmm. Macam mana ni. Potong ke tak potong?

So far, ni rambut paling panjang aku pernah simpan.
Sebelum ni, pantang lepas bahu sikit je aku potong. Sebab rimas (Padahal rambut rosak).
Now ni, dah lepas dada dah tahap kepanjangan rambut.

Sayangnyaaaaaaa nak potong. Berzaman tunggu dia panjang. Ish.

Hm. Nak duduk kat corner dinding fikir kejap ah. Bye.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Current Playlist #1



It's hard for me to let go of him.

Because he will always be part of the list.

Always.

p/s: Mesti korang boring kan baca pasal heart broken je. Hehe. Sorry la. Next post kite cerita gembira-gembira okay. Minggu ni minggu pisang.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Play ball!

Tajuk entri takde kena mengena. tiba tiba rasa rindu nak main softball. Ish.

Sekarang ni aku rasa ada banyak syaiton kat sekeliling aku. Syaiton yang suka shopping. Sebab makin hari makin menjadi nafsu aku nak shopping. Tengok tu nak tu tengok ni nak ni. Semua pun nak lah. Pantang tengok barang cantik cantik seronok sikit tengok harga "oh macam murah je" haaa ambilllllll


kau ingat mak bapak kau cop duit ke syaitooooooooon?


p/s : bukan selalu. ni sebab heart broken ni. acah acah retail therapy, okay? nak consult psychologist mahal.

p/p/s : abang topman klcc tadi handsome. ceh bye.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

boring much

Last wednesday was a pretty great day, meet up with Anis, Sam & Abe lepas seminggu tak jumpa. When i was in Segamat, I spent most of my time with these three. Really used to have them around me all the time thus a week without them was.. a bit dull.

So Anis and Sam fetch me around 12pm then we picked Abe at Damansara and off we went to KL. Pavilion specifically. Jalan jalan, had late lunch at Subway, then from Pavillion went to Low Yatt settlekan hal laptop Abe, lepas tu at 5.30pm dah bergerak balik. Sekejap gila kan? Semua pun sebab I ada curfew :( Jyeah people. I still have curfew though I'm already 20.

But lucky me I have understanding friends, so Anis sent us all back home.

Eventhough sekejap je dapat jumpa diaorang, it was precious because I can never get bored hanging out/talking with them.

Sorry tak ada gambar, gambar semua ada dekat camera Abe dia belum upload. Heheh.

Anyways Thursday and Friday were my "patah-kaki" day. Didn't go anywhere except for breakfast with the girls on thursday. Didn't do anything, just stayed at home and menghadap laptop.

Gila takde life eh aku. FB, blog, tumblr bagai semua pun muak kot tengok aku. Haha.

Dah la, nak get a life sekarang. Bye!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

happy hour

Yesterday was superbbbb!
Finally i got the chance to meet my soul sisters!
Though 3 of them Sykin, Wahida and Tica could not make it,
i'm glad that the other 3 managed to come :)

Went to Sunway Pyramid with Farah and Hanis, had branch and watched movie.
Got into queue line and still undecided nak tengok movie apa.
Typical us :)
Bincang bincang then everyone agreed to watch TAKERS.
Awesome movie, cerita lebih kurang macam Oceans (11,12,13 etc) with the appearances of ramai lelaki lazat. Nyeheheh. :B
I went all gooey whenever Hayden's Christensen's face was on screen. haha.


Haaa. Kan dah cakap.


tapi ini yang terpaling lazat :E

after movie, met Nasha and walk around the mall.
Nak main bowling but full, later on found out ada tournament Karisma UiTM rupa rupanya.

Was bored so we decided to go to Rooftop, Taipan for pillow talk session.

Got nothing much to say dah so i'll leave the pictures to do to the talk.








More pictures on FB.

at time like this,
with this heartache and stumble feelings,
I am really glad that they were there with me.

Jadi peneman aku,
dengar cerita cerita aku,
pujuk aku,
nasihat aku,
peluk aku,

and tell me that everything's going to be okay.

and for that, i thank you girls.

thank you for being my strength when i was weak.

i love you girls to bits.

Monday, November 22, 2010

i've come home



things are clear now.
thank you tolong suluhkan jalan biar terang,
agar saya tak duduk dalam kegelapan lagi.
terima kasih wahai teman.

masa untuk bergerak,
dan berhenti pandang belakang.

though it hurts,
InsyaAllah i'll get through this just fine.

Friday, November 19, 2010

the return.

setelah sekian lama, baru ada peluang nak menulis.
setelah sekian lama, baru ada peluang nak bercerita.
setelah sekian lama, baru ada peluang nak luahkan segalanya.

so many things had happened these past few months.

1. made new friends.



Whom turned out to be my current best friends. though tak sampai 3 bulan pun kenal, it feels like i have known them forever. and i know that no matter what i can count on them.

2. learned some life lesson




3. stuck in a traffic jam for 4 hours

it was during the 10/10/10 when the tragic accident happened. i was on my way back to my rental house in Jementah, Segamat. suffered, but i think i am cool to make it through. why? sebab aku drive kereta manual! haha.

4. been close with the "best friend", and suddenly realize that i'm actually in love with him.

sadly, it is too late. he's with other girl right now, of whom i can't challenge. i'm totally out of his league.

perhaps it is not the time yet.

as for now, all i can do is wait. waiting for the right moment to tell him how i feel towards him.

menantikan sesuatu yang tak pasti. :'(

5. manage to lose some extra kilos

in a method that i am not proud of. but since it is the only way, i guess i'll stick to it. naah. it's not bulimic ke anorexic punya stuff. ini benda lain. don't simply jump into conclusion kalau tak tahu cerita.

ceh. tetiba nak marah. heh.

6. been through lots of drama.

seriously. every single day pun ada drama. some can be overcome, some just can't.

aku penat.
aku tak suka ini semua.
life isn't always fair.
somehow we'll have to go through it.
semuanya terpulang kepada diri sendiri.
macam mana nak atasi.

apa yang aku buat?

pejamkan mata.
pekakkan telinga.
kawal diri dari berbicara.

tak mudah. tapi aku cuba.

dan di saat segalanya rasa macam neraka,
aku bersyukur,
sebab masih punya kawan-kawan yang faham segala gerak rasa,
kawan yang boleh aku percaya,
yang boleh aku ikut tutur katanya.

mereka.